I decided to watch my hands as I write this. They extinguished. They are young too, but they are dry. They advanced to the ugly and old. It happened in the service of others, so it's painful, but off and that's it. There is no turning back.

We decided to stop to change things, but it was nothing. How can it, when they find out? I would like to have a better story to tell with them ... Something about the victim or to change, but it is not. Not at all. I wonder, if at all. It is as boring as reality.

It has taken centuries of overwhelming. I really do not know how long ... Impression. I did. At least they are a symbol. Can I use my past for them because they have flags. They come with photos.

I do not know why I bother. I am vicious. Impotent. Feel bad word, but is so similar. A friend is the practice of posting and I said OK, what works. But it seems to work. It seems fair to gray. I think this is one fantasy versions of distraction, become the type of abuse then it stops sensory function. You could say perhaps that this is a version of that, but it has its own peculiarities. It's easy to get lost in them.

I know nothing, really, about to dig around there. _in There_ I started, so it is very strange to me. Maybe others are too. I'm confused.


But look at my hands. They are strange and a little order. I do not know what to do with them. We tried to minimize. I have to catch at the right time. Lotion helps, but it is constant and continues to slide. I do not know how to stop them, they feel like my enemy. I do not understand: My tools are my useless techniques, which is new to me. But I mean friends. Well, we must seek reconciliation.

Is, they are conspiring against me (remember, are two of them, and I). Wars are not safe there? What if I loaded all the color and trained on the Swiss referee? Are wrong? They do things behind my back, you know. Itch ... ...

(Not in Switzerland)

I am referring to radical tactics. What happens if I remove? Sounds extreme? Listen: I could give it to someone more appropriate. I have a pale now. I can not wait. I need help. Oh, I have energy for it. I will do it themselves.